Restless nights that render me apathetic the following day, I still contemplate the processes behind what my life has become. Analyzing everything I can, to prevent the negative and enhance the positive. The chemical reactions and energy transformations that create the thoughts that drive the people in my life and how my existence in their lives effects these mechanisms. Incentive to finish my education through a desire to understand what fuels these molecules and waves that you all claim to be your sanity. I refuse to discontinue my search for an answer and for now this will be my motivation.